The sign on the door of opportunity reads PUSH

I am leaving to go to Om-Insight.. it is a festival ( http://www.omreunionproject.org/ )

that i have been wanting to go to since i tried it last year and wasn't able to stay long....

Deep breath in..... i enjoy that feeling .. i do it often...

anyhow scattered thoughts...

my mind is thinking about a rebirth of sorts.. my beliefs and values and how to walk my path and align  my passion's and  what rings true to me...

and i belive and feel that  going to OM i should begin  my cleanse and de-tox there...

i was vegetarian  before.. and woudl like to resume being a veggie eater... and at the festival it is all vegetarian from a volunteer kynd kitchen.. also i wanted to journal out some toxic vibes i have had over the past year  and quit smoking...

so this is my intention.. to re-evaluate all i have been told and dismiss what insults my soul.. to let go and flow...

i leave thursday during the morning  and will be back sunday night.. a group of my friends are also going .. so good time to reconnect...

also i have  not been working on my book or the documentary  or my yoga...

all three things fuel  my creativity and bring  joy to me..

I wonder WHY I or we  stop doing what brings us JOY?

so i hope to blog about what unravels in thought form as i camp outisde in the northern woods..

i did receive two postcards today..one from France and another form Finland.. i get a lot from finland..

over 140 now since i started it last year may 2007.

so what does the title of this post mean why did i put it there...

because  i thought about not raising my daughter in fear.. and  sometimes we fear change or hesitate from an opportunity..

and i want to PUSH with both arms and open up my path and begin the journey i have needed to  re claim...

peace and bliss

Amylyn